Thursday, February 02, 2012

creativity

Creativity has always been a peculiar thing. To me it's such an elusive object. But I'm finding that creativity is running toward me and this time won't let go until I give in to its persuasion. I can longer give my energy to tasks disassociated with life and beauty and redemption and grace. This time I will not be permitted. All other doors are locked and they have no key. This time the only solution is to pursue beauty and create a mirrored atmosphere. Financial security be thrown to the wind. This time I will believe the promise that my calling will provide what we need and that much more. Beauty, here we come!

Wednesday, February 01, 2012

Love

I have re-encountered the Father's Love is the freshest way. My heart is so alive with the knowledge that God is not just a god, but the ultimate Father who cares for me and loves me with an unexplanable, undying love. I'm a little girl. As I was prayed over last Sunday, I felt the Spirit melt every feeling of disapproval and shame, giving in exchange the lightness of love from the Father. It was one of the most profound moments of my life. Love is always the answer.