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I'm looking for a way to express this feeling of anticipation welling within me at this moment. I don't know how to capture with words or art the way I'm filled to the edge with something unexplainable. Can it be? Am I this fortunate to be thriving in the middle of my passion as it accompanies others into their purpose? What responsibility to be such an instrument of power and beauty! How is it an utter shock to walk in the midst of something I've been preparing for as long as I can remember? Ah, it does not matter. All that I need to ponder is the realization that this is my circumstance. And oh the excitement has just begun.

Seek first the Kingdom and His righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.
(Matthew 6:33)

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I'm relaxed and cool; in the middle of the past but thinking about the future. I know now that I didn't lose or miss anything in your departure. In fact, I've just inherited a fortune and I feel absolutely indespensible. Until now, I hadn't been ready to face the emormity of who I am or the reality of what you lack. So I've come away to close the door and wash you out to sea.