Wednesday, September 30, 2009

decade 3

I turned 30 yesterday and the world feels as if it compeletely belongs to me. I'm certain that this third decade of my life holds the most important parts of life: new york, marriage, travel and children. Exhale. God is the ulimate giver of unspeakable gifts. If we'll just wait for Him, He will give us everything we've ever wanted and even what we've never thought to ask.

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

life is sweet


It's been really good to be with him lately. Better than ever before. I won't go on and on, but the struggles are paying off and we're so content with where things are. I finally have been able to let go of my strangle hold on the future. I've been riding my own track and not trying to hijack his or force him onto mine. It's glorious to give up the fight and realize that we're going in the exact same direction. Completely parallel. We've never laughed this much or loved this much. Marriage would only be the cherry on top.

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

september


I had a feeling that August was hiding what September would give away. September has already revealed so much about the future. I'm anxiously awaiting a new frontier and I'm readying myself for everything it will yield.
This is particularly amazing because this month marks my 30th year. And that signifies a change, a transition to a new level of living in every respect - location, ministry, style.
I'm on the edge of a massive change. But this is what I've been groomed for.

new york


I love you. I love your bustle, your glamour and your energy. I even love your dirty streets. I would sacrifice a lot to be with you. I would sacrifice space, independence and money to have you in my arms, to call you my own. You're something I've wanted and it looks like I may just get my heart's desire.

Thursday, September 10, 2009

hello ladies

The sequel to Sex and the City: The Movie is underway.

Thursday, September 03, 2009

disbelief

Reading in John today, I had an epiphany: disbelief is the greatest sin, and the root cause of every other sin that exists.