Tuesday, January 27, 2009

30

I'm turning 30 this year and I'm so excited. My twenties have been wonderfully rewarding, but I have a little premonition that my thirties are going to trump them without question.

Sunday, January 04, 2009

version B

I'm not very good at love. I never thought I'd be the one to hold back; to withdraw without knowing it. I'm fumbling for an excuse. At the end of it all, I wonder if its that we don't recognize how each other loves? What I may think is one generous act of love may seem to you an ordinary thing. Like when I gave you those love songs on iDisk. Did you ever listen to them? In the end though, to me, these things don't matter half as much as your loyalty and friendship, knowing that love doesn't always exist at a high octane level. But maybe I looked for these instead of sharing your passion for this things called "us."