to be

The time has come. I cannot delay. I must begin now to cultivate a change in mindset. This is to be a delicate thing - graciousness in the midst of defense. How does one shrug off prey? The trick must be to exude what deters you. It's as vital to see yourself from the outside in - as much as from the inside out. I know what I've done in error, and I know the brand of woman I want to be. I will pursue her without end.