elevated

There's a irritation in me, but this time I'm much less seduced by my fear. I really don't care that perhaps I've been misled. Everyone misleads everyone to a certain degree, don't they? Do the friendships really matter? Do people like that make a difference to me and who I am? Yes I may still see myself as that awkward high schooler, but let me tell you, I'm far from that, or so I've been told. So, I'm not surprised to be here again. Actually, this will be fun. It had to come back around so that I can conquer the parts of me that I thought would always be left in my younger days. In the end, I shouldn't care. For every one of her, I have five more for me.