no where near

I'm thinking today about how glad I am that life hasn't fully unfolded for me yet. Not that it ever fully unfolds itself in a given period of time. But today I'm relieved and excited that I haven't even come anywhere near to scratching the surface of all that I'm called to walk into, all that I'm created to be. I'm relieved that my dreams didn't come true. Everything I wanted was too small and limited and fleeting. And actually, the only things I'm taking with me are so big that I cannot live without them and they must come along. Everything else is being put to the side. All only prerequisites to the main course. I haven't begun to realize the woman I'm soon to be.